you're not special

i hate drama.

i hate maintenence.

i hate the constant makeups and breakups of relationships.

especially if makeup sex isnt involved.

which is why im irritated this morning.

because today i was dumped... by a friend that im not even going out with. a friend that not only am i not going out with, but that i dumped (when we were kinda sorta together) to be friends with. just friends. i dumped her so that we could be friends without worrying about who's pumping and dumping who.

so we're friends now... and now she's dumping me.

(sidenote: who the hell says 'dumped' anymore?) ha!

seriously, i cant handle this shit at 7 am.

she's dumping me because it hurts too much to be friends. she's dumping me because she feels replaced. she's dumping me because we didnt talk this week (even tho she told me not to call her). she's dumping me because she didnt get any alone time with me this weekend. she's dumping me because i 'cheated' on her by eating thai food and watching movies late night with somebody else (which apparently is 'our' thing). she's dumping me because she doesnt feel that our friendship is special anymore.

did i forget to mention that she and i are just friends? (we are NOT dating)

did i forget to mention that there is no makeup sex to be had? (we are NOT dating)

it is WAY too early in the morning for this shit.

elastigirl - *everybody* is special.
dash - that's just another way of saying nobody is.